I have moved. I went back through all of these pictures and realized how much I sucked over a year ago. Thank god I have been practicing and even CG differently. So, I have started a new account, well, because I kind of have been drawing again. LOL!

Here it is: [link]


Well, if you remember me, lets get reunited and talk once more. I have been here and have been drawing. Pictures coming soon over there. I have one I am working on.

O_o - Lo

HA! I am back, in a way. I just kind of lost my muse for awhile, and I know it isn't fair to not check my deviations from others. I am so sorry. I just kind of got caught up doing some other shit. I am here now, though.

Doesn't anyone want to know how I got my anime muse back? Well, I am going to tell you anyways. I live in Atlanta (For anyone that didn't know that) and AWA (Anime Weekend Atlanta) was this weekend. So, yes, I went. Here is how I got my drawing muse back - This is a funny story.

Okay, so as funny as this may be, but I found myself in line for the yaoi room, me and two other friends (Both guys ha!). Anyways, so there was this skit where all of the world had turned straight and it was up to three hero's to save the day. Believe it, or not, I was chosen to be Ritsuka (Anyone who doesn't know him, he is from an anime called Loveless). So, I had these cat ears and to make a long story short, I lost my virginity, and my ears. HA! So, as a prize I got some nice yaoi called Sensitive Pornagraph. Man, what a night.

So, here I am to say hi to everyone, and I am going to try and get back in the game. YAY! I have missed you all and love you all.

Love,

Lo

Hey everyone....sorry it has been so long...I have not been on in like 5 days or something...just needed a break....big mistake i tell you though. I logged on today and i had over 200 messages to go through...So i tried to comment on everyones pic..or at least on of them you did..If i missed you I AM SO SORRY....There was like 104 deviations to go through, which meant i still had like 9 messages and over 92 comments...man i am so glad i caught up again, never again will i do that.

Okay on new news everyone must go buy the new snow patrol cd. I love them, they are an irish band, but they great. You should listen to a song on there call chasing cars...another good one from them is run, but that is off their first cd...so everyone go get their new cd..it is called eyes open...NOW I TELL YOU...ha ha ha

thanks again to everyone, don't know what i would do without you guys^_^

Okay guys....I sound a little more like the old Laura today, sort of. I am in that state now where you have cried too much and reality has not set in yet, but it will tomorrow. Enough about that. I am not going to write anything depressing today i am going to be FUN LAURA today....^_^ Okay....So i wanted to personally thank some very special people on deviantart you supported me through this weekend, I can not thank you enough. Hearing stuff like what everyone said to me was amazingly helpful..

I will be okay, it is always hard at first, but as time goes on it will get better. Tomorrow is the funeral so that will be the hardest, but after that i will try and live each day to it's best, and remember all the good things in life. I am sorry i sounded so down friday guys. I really did not mean to bring anyone down, really, that is the last thing i wanted, but i needed to vent. So because there are so many amazing people here, I wanted to thank all of you that did help me. The rough roads are not over yet, but it will get better.^_^

VIVI!! Thank you for being so understanding when i call you at 3:30 am crying, next time i will call you at four am just for the hell of it. I could not ask for a better friend than you. I have know you for umm....5 years now and you have always been there

You are so amazing, i have to tell you that. Your words really made me smile, and that is what i needed, it is nice to know you are there. Thank you so much, kyo i appreciate all of what you have done

You girl are great. I can always count on your support and steph i love ya for it. I could not ask for anything else. You are so great to me here and i appreciate it soo much. Thanx

:iconKyo-Ued: You my dear, always make me laugh. I am so happy to read your comments everytime, because i usually bust of laughing. I appreciate your support thank you so much.

Thank you so much for the kind words, i appreciate it and am glad we got to meet here and help each other out.

Everyone else i missed. LOVE YA!!!! See i hope that was not too mushy..he he....But i mean every word of it, it is so hard to find nice people nowadays and to know there are so many here, gives me hope for a lot of things. THANK YOU ALL

I did decide to go ahead and update as normal, yah, drawing cheers me up and no more depressing comments from me, it is so out of character for me, only HAPPY ONES from now one........starting now....

Hey guys.... I thought i would share this with everyone because everyone on deviantart that are my friends are so nice and understanding i don't know who to share this with.....but anyways...My mood is very very very very very sucky....I am not normaly the pessimist or a downer as many have seen from my comments....I love everyone so i like to be nice to everyone, but i have gotten so fed up with the year 2006 i finally decided to unload or vent out my sadness....
1st. in feb. my best best friend lost her baby
2nd. Friend was in car accident not but two days later then the above news
3rd. Grandfathered died at end of feb.

Then as much as I thought....Okay God what else could go wrong in the year 2006....Have i not had enough bad news...Today i was watching the news at noon...(here in atlanta) and the breaking news interupted the normal broadcast....They said " A plane has crashed down in forsyth county killing both pilots on board....it landed in an upscale neighborhood in someones backyard." I get this ugly feeling in my gut.

Okay then not but two hours later the phone rings...my mom answers...she comes outside of the house(I was outside with her daycare) hysterical...I said mom what! She said your uncle dave just died in a plane crash.....I mean i lost it.....Seriously lost it. Uncle dave was that uncle that everyone has a certain and unfair favoritism for...That was him to me. Me and him were sooooooo close... I just went to a movie with him not but a month ago and went to my brothers concert with him.....I don't know what else to say......I just .....

I am so sorry for bringing everyone down....I just had to write it maybe i would feel better. I don't normally write depressing stuff....Like the other three i things that went wrong this year i never wrote because it was too sad, but now i am just fed up with how things are being handed to me in my life i had to get it out.....

I might be off for awhile or i might not....I am undecided right now....I might stay on because art cheers me up^_^

Oh and another thing. I can not watch tv....I came home around 11 turn on the tv....it is there.....change the channel....it is on CNN.....I mean why is it so national and not just local that it torments me to watch tv....everytime i change the channel they are talking about it....GAHHHH>>> I am now going to stop.....Check out any news website it is probably there....11alive.com has it on the front page and a video.....great....

again sorry so long but i did not know where else to vent my horrible no good very bad year... I love you all Thanx for listening